babies

so, I was walking on the quad today and I saw like 12 3 year old in halloween costumes walking, or rather running and it was funny to look around and see everyone smiling. What a joy babies and kids are!! They just bring happiness. That is all :)

Birthday :)

So, I had a birthday last week. I can't believe its already been a week. But I had a party with my friends and then went out to the bars. I had a blast. I sang karaoke and rocked out to love shack!! I can't believe I am 21. It is so crazy to me. Oh well, I guess. So lately, I have been all over the place emotionally. I wouldn't say I'm emotionally unstable just not able to control my emotions. I get lonely. But who doesn't really. I have realized that don't like anyone and no one really likes me. I am just not feeling it. But I am not sure if I really want to be in a relationship or anything. I do love my friends and they are there for me no matter what. No matter how crazy I get. I don't know how they do it. I have been sick with no voice lately and it has been a struggle. Also, I hate Glee. It is getting to the point of utter ridiculousness. I want the wife who is pretending to be pregnant to DIE!!!! I hate her with all of my being. But other than that, life is pretty good. I hate how emotional I am. I just hate myself sometimes. I hate Mondays and Wednesdays. I actually hate everyday actually. I am being ridiculous. Oh well, its my blog so I will do what I want. :) but yeah. peace

Britney Spears

So, here I am sitting watching or just got done watching Nikki and Keely dance around to Britney Spears. I am pretty sure it was the most amazing performance of my life. I was going to go to a concert and pay $15. but then my friends started giving me a free concert right here at home. I love free shit. I realized at that moment how much I truly love my friends. They are so incredible. I loved laughing at them. I am so truly blessed to have them in my life. They love me no matter what. I love them too. I would do anything and everything for them.

After watching for a minute or two or rather 3 Britney songs I decided to join. They can't sing Miley Cyrus without me!! It just wouldn't be right. But we are going to go Halloween shopping now, so I will probably write another blog later :) love, Em

friends

I feel so terrible. I was fine until tonight. I get tired and pmsy and I get sad. I wish that I could take back what I did. I am so happy that we are back together and stuff but I ripped her heart out. I moved out on Keely's birthday. I broke my best friend's heart. Its times like these when I want to run away again. I hurt them once, I don't want to do it again. I was so lonely though. I always told them I wasn't good enough for them. That I should leave them, well when I did, it turns out I wasn't happy. They weren't happy. It was a lot better fighting everyday for our friendship than not. I wish I could change it all. I chose a boy over the people who really meant the most to me. I thought I was happy after. I went back to church, met with the missionaries, watched a lot of grey's. They were my best friends for a while. haha I'm a nerd. I wish that I hadn't been such a bad person. I'm sorry

hello

Hello,
my name is Emilee Bunker. I am a Junior at Idaho State University. I am a vocal music education major. I love to do random things and just live and love life. I have the bestestest friends ever. I love them so much. They truly mean the world to me. I am just kind of writing about myself for the first time here because I think that it is fun. I am sure there will be many happy and a lot of sad blogs on here. So, if you follow me, be prepared. That is all :)